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       DAVE'S 
        DIARY - 30 MARCH 2014 - DIERKS BENTLEY FEATURE 
       DEATH 
        HAUNTS DIERKS ON RISER 
        
        "There ain't enough Bourbon in Kentucky for me to forget you/ no, 
        there ain't enough matches I can strike to set afire the memory of you/ 
        up goes down, right's gone left behind, wheels spin around, revers stuck 
        in my mind." - Bourbon In Kentucky - Ryan Tyndell-Hilary Lindsey-Gordie 
        Sampson. 
      When Dierks 
        Bentley toured here with Australian country king Lee Kernaghan in 2012 
        he was a on a high as he drew Carlton footy stars Andrew Walker, David 
        Ellard and St Kilda captain Nick Riewoldt to his Palais concert on March 
        13. 
      
         
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             But 
              less than three months later the Arizona born bluegrass and country 
              star was mourning the death of his dad Leon who died at 88 on June 
              1. 
               
              His death inspired four songs - I Hold On, Here on Earth, Bourbon 
              in Kentucky and Damn These Dreams - on Dierks eighth 
              album Riser, released here in summer. 
               
              "It's more of a snapshot of the past two years and not one 
              particular moment that's just about my dad," Bentley revealed 
              when he launched the disc at a February 27 album release show in 
              Chicago.  
            "That 
              would've been too dark. It would've been kind of a drag of a record, 
              and he wouldn't have wanted that. My dad was 88 years old. I can't 
              feel too grief-ridden, when people lose kids in school shootings." 
               
               
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      "Dad 
        did the string-on-the-door thing with my teeth. With my daughter, I couldn't 
        even pull the tooth out. Dad was such a solid dude. I can still hear him 
        laugh at me having to go through sleepless nights and chaos. 'Dad, do 
        you ever think about getting in a car and driving to Colorado, alone?' 
        'Uh, no.' " 
      Leon loved 
        George Strait and Hank Williams, roots country music and always had country 
        radio on in his car. 
         
        "He loved that even if you didn't know a song, you could almost guess 
        the next line," Bentley said.  
         
        "He loved the simplicity of it. You could always be singing along 
        to it." 
         
        That simplicity made Bentley think it would be easy to write country songs. 
         
        "Then when I got to Nashville, I found out that to write a good song 
        that ends up like that, you have to write it, destroy it, tear it apart 
        and put it all back together again," he said.  
         
        "It's really hard to make it look that easy." 
         
        But once Bentley got the hang of song-writing his father was his biggest 
        fan. 
         
        "My dad loved My Last Name," Bentley said of the single 
        featured on his 2003 debut album.  
         
        "I was changing it a little and trying to make a bluegrass version 
        of it, and he did not like that at all. He liked the original. And he 
        was right." 
         
        And when Bentley debuted on the ACM Awards his parents flew to Las Vegas 
        for the show. 
         
        "I have a great picture of them from that awards show," he said. 
         
         
        "They both have these huge smiles on their faces. And my dad was 
        in a bolo tie. I used to work at The Nashville Network and I remember 
        sending a TNN hat back home. My dad wore that hat every day. Until the 
        very end. That and a Capitol Records sweatshirt I sent him.  
         
        He drove the same cars, wore the same things all the time, kind of like 
        me. I guess I get that from him." 
       RADIO 
        AND REGRET 
      "With 
        my mouth open in a whiskey rain/ I can stand there 24 hours a day." 
        - Bourbon In Kentucky - Ryan Tyndell-Hilary Lindsey-Gordie Sampson 
      But Bentley 
        was bemused by radio reaction to his first single. 
         
        "The record started in a darker place," Bentley explained. 
         
        "The first single I put out, Bourbon in Kentucky, I think 
        it just stopped a lot of radio stations when they put it on. There were 
        all these summer songs coming on and fun songs and then there ain't enough 
        bourbon in Kentucky for me to forget you." It's such a hard-core 
        song.  
         
        "I had some programmers tell me, you know, "It's just too much." 
        And I appreciate their honesty. I have a great relationship with radio, 
        and I love that feedback. We went for something, but it's cool because 
        that song reflects where the album started with my dad passing away. Then 
        by the end of it, my son Knox was born. 
         
        "I've fought for singles, got what I wanted and then thought, 'I 
        should have listened.' " 
         
        "Bourbon in Kentucky, we put it out and it stuck out like 
        a sore thumb on radio. It was heavy and brooding. I love that we took 
        a chance on it. It's weird talking to people about this new record and 
        the things that are behind it. I've probably said, 'My dad died' 100 times." 
      BEAT 
        UP TRUCKS  
      "It's 
        just an old beat up truck/ some say that I should trade up/ now that I 
        got some jangle in my pocket/ but what they don't understand is it's the 
        miles that make a man/ I wouldn't trade that thing in for a rocket/ what 
        they don't know is my dad and me/ we drove her out to Tennessee/ she's 
        still here and now he's gone." - I Hold On - Brett James-Dierks 
        Bentley. 
      
         
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          Bentley's 
            new album enables him to explore new ground musically and personally 
            - it's darker than past work because of turbulence in his life when 
            he wrote and recorded it. 
             
            "I think every record I've made has always been a Polaroid snapshot 
            of where I was at that place in time when I made it," says Bentley, 
            father of three.  
             
            "But this particular album just has a lot of scenery in the picture. 
            There's a lot that's gone on the last two years - more so than any 
            other time in my life. I mean, you look at some of the bookends of 
            making this record, my dad passing away at the start of the process, 
            and then my son, Knox, being born at the end of the process. So it 
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      Through the 
        turmoil Bentley wasn't sure what direction he wanted to take.  
       "All 
        I wanted to do, when I made this record, I just wanted to have the best 
        songs. I wasn't sure what they were going to be about, but I wanted them 
        to be the best," he recalled. 
         
        "I wanted to write my best songs, I wanted to write a lot of songs. 
        I wanted to listen to a lot of outside songs and find the best songs that 
        I could for whatever I was going to write about, but I wasn't sure what 
        it was going to be. And then life came along and decided for me." 
         
        Bentley reaches deep into his psyche. 
         
        "I think with all of my records, I'm always searching for new," 
        he admits.  
         
        "But I don't want to lose all the work and time I've gone into developing 
        a sound or a style. 
         
        So there are songs on the record that kinda correlate back to themes I've 
        had in the past - certainly the lonesome stuff is on there. I'd say Bourbon 
        in Kentucky is an example of that." 
         
        Bentley took the actors in his I Hold On video on the road. 
         
        "I had this idea, what if we just trace the steps of someone, to 
        get to that idea of faith, love and freedom? But not get to it in a cheesy 
        or generic way," Bentley revealed. 
         
        "We wanted an authentic way. The way I saw faith, love and freedom, 
        and the way I saw America, was through a tour bus. That was my first time 
        going through places like Wisconsin and Illinois and Iowa and Nebraska. 
        I think anybody who watches that video feels like they're on the bus and 
        on the ride." 
         
        Bentley exploits a bass fuelled heartbeat. 
         
        "It does reflect a heartbeat," he admitted. 
         
        "I like that. I think for the whole album, the goal was for the music 
        to provide the heartbeat for the lyrics, instead of going in and saying, 
        "Let's make a country record where we put steel guitar here, the 
        fiddle here." We said, "Let's just let the lyrics decide what 
        the music is going to be." Which instruments - or even which sounds 
        - are going to best support the lyric of the song? So it was a really 
        different mentality." 
       DRUNK 
        ON A PLANE  
      "I took 
        two weeks for the honeymoon/ a couple tickets all inclusive down in Cancun/ 
        I couldn't get my money back so I'm in seat 7A/ I'm getting drunk on a 
        plane." - Drunk On A Plane - Chris Tompkins-Josh Kear-Dierks Bentley. 
      Bentley, 
        a pilot, flew with the punches on songs Drunk On A Plane and the 
        hedonistic Sounds Of Summer and Pretty Girls. 
         
      
         
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             "Just 
              trying to do that better, or differently, or find a new way of doing 
              some of that lonesome-sounding stuff," Dierks says. 
               
              "I feel like that song Pretty Girls is taking a new 
              approach to get to the same destination. We're all having a good 
              time partying and having fun but just the vibe of that is so different 
              from anything I've ever recorded. So there's that element of it, 
              and then there's kind of a third layer to the album - songs like 
              I Hold On, Riser, Here on Earth that really kind of show 
              where I am in my life as a dude, as a man, as a husband, father, 
              just kinda looking at the world around me, and making observations 
              on that." 
            Bentley 
              hired producer Ross Copperman and executive producer Arturo Buenahora 
              Jr. on Riser - a hybrid of old-school live recording techniques 
              with newer digital technology for a fresh but classic sound.  
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      I Hold 
        On is one of the most personal songs Bentley has released. 
         
        "That's definitely a new theme, and I feel like it kinda needed to 
        have a new sound to go along with the album," Bentley explained. 
         
        "So I worked with a different producer, new engineer, new players 
        just going for stuff, and not being afraid to fail. I think a lot of guys 
        who have been successful in country music have honed in on a certain brand 
        and sell that. I don't really do that. I'm always searching for something 
        that's going to be a little bit different for my fans. Sometimes I go 
        to great extremes, like making Up on the Ridge - the bluegrass record. 
         
         
        "On this record, I think the sounds are different than what you might 
        have heard in the past. I think that in itself might be its own brand. 
        Always keep it changing a little bit. Never let them know exactly what's 
        going on or get too comfortable with the music." 
         
        He cut the album between two life changing events.  
         
        "And in between those two pivotal moments in my life, I was on a 
        co-headlining tour with Miranda Lambert across the whole country," 
        Bentley recalled. 
         
        "It was the most fun I've ever had out on the road. It was such a 
        cathartic experience. So, the album ends up making a full circle. It starts 
        off on a downward slope, but it picks up steam and comes back around toward 
        the end.  
         
        The title track is a salient signpost. 
         
        "I think the song's optimistic," Bentley added. 
         
        "It's hopeful. It's almost like a motto that you want to be this 
        person. You want to be strong enough to make it through the tough times, 
        to be a shoulder somebody can lean up against and to be somebody's rock. 
        I like to think of myself as that person, but I also want to be that person 
        when perhaps I'm not. I think it's a really optimistic song, and I think, 
        in all, the record comes out feeling optimistic." 
       DAMN 
        THESE DREAMS  
      "I remember 
        hearing Hank on the radio/ the first time it felt like I fell in love/ 
        I bought a cassette, stole some Reds from dad/ and me and old Junior just 
        burned it up/ I was hooked like a fish/ every birthday wish was guitars 
        and records." - Damn These Dreams - Ross Copperman-Jaren Johnston-Dierks 
        Bentley.  
      There's an 
        element of nostalgia to Damn These Dreams. 
         
        "I almost didn't put that on there," Bentley confessed. 
         
        "I sent it out to the guys in the band to see what they thought. 
        I sent about five songs out, and they all wrote back and said, "That's 
        our favourite." It's just so personal. It talks about your first 
        love, which for me was Hank Jr. and country music. And then you get older 
        and you have kids and a family and a wife. Now I have four other things 
        tugging at my heart. And I thought it was hard to leave the house with 
        Jake! 
         
        "It's an honest song. And a lot of times in country music, as singers, 
        we try to well, honesty doesn't necessarily sell. You know, what sells 
        is always going to be fun and party time and rock 'n' roll. So, to put 
        a song out there, saying "Yeah, you know, it is kind of tough doing 
        this."  
         
        And it's not just for a country singer. Anybody who's a traveling salesman 
        - which in a lot of ways, I am - that has to leave their home and leave 
        their families can relate to that. It's tough, but you wouldn't have it 
        any other way. I wouldn't change a dang thing about it." 
         
        Bentley filmed a 30 minute docco of the behind-the-scenes project - Dierks 
        Bentley: Riser premiered February 22. 
         
        "It wasn't one of those things where you just shot over a two, three, 
        four-day period," Bentley said. 
         
        "It was director Wes Edwards really trailing me for a long period 
        of time and catching me at all the different phases of what I do. From 
        the road, the van, the music and the fans, to making breakfast, dropping 
        my kids off at school, flying airplanes to gigs, he was there to capture 
        all of it. And most importantly, he was there for the birth of our son, 
        so there's some of that footage." 
         
        When he saw the final product Bentley was surprised at how revealing it 
        was. 
         
        "For me to watch it, I'm watching it with one hand over my eye," 
        he admitted.  
         
        "I don't like my speaking voice, you know? I'm fine singing, but 
        hearing myself talk or be on TV. I'm not really comfortable with that, 
        in general. Then to see this really private footage is tough, and you 
        kind of question why are we doing this. But in the end, it's about really 
        capturing a moment in time.  
         
        "I would have nothing without my fans, and they're the reason I've 
        had any chance to live this at all. So if you think it's a story worth 
        telling - which I think it was - you've got to get it on tape and give 
        your fans a little something extra to watch. And we really went all the 
        way in and didn't hold anything back." 
         
        "The two phrases touring musician and family man were never meant 
        to go hand-in-hand. It's just hard. It really hurts your heart to walk 
        out the door on your kids. It's like the two loves of your life pulling 
        at you - your family and love of music," Bentley says.  
         
        "I wanted this album to be that deeper look at who I am and who I 
        try to be, and so I guess it's the same with this film too. The first 
        time I watched the rough edit, I actually got physically uncomfortable 
        because it's all in there, my whole life right there on the screen for 
        the whole world to see." 
       CRUISING 
        ON A SUNDAY  
      "Back 
        in the day I was always/ cruising the road on a Sunday/ making those tyres 
        spin your way/ yeah it seems like yesterday/ we'd go swinging on the front 
        porch/ you were all mine and I was all yours." - Five - Ryan Tyndell-Dierks 
        Bentley. 
      
         
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             It's 
              a far cry from his embryonic era when he first hit Nashville.  
               
              "When you're single, you have so much drama," Bentley 
              recalled. 
               
              "Looking back, it's silly, but at the time, it's real. I lost 
              hair, lost weight and had a hernia because I was working out too 
              hard during a heartache. Then I married the right girl, and drama 
              was at an all-time low. When the drama went away, so did the substance 
              for song-writing. They go hand-in-hand." 
               
              "Then I discovered as I've had kids - one, two and three - 
              that the drama comes back. There's heartache. My daughter just lost 
              her first tooth, and my heart ached more for that than for any relationship 
              I'd had in the past. 
               
              To see how excited she was to lose that tooth, and how excited to 
              get bigger and older, it pains me." 
            But 
              pain can become solace in song. 
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      "Riser 
        is the cornerstone of the record," Bentley confided. 
         
        "That's the guy I'd like to be. Like my dad. I look out in the crowd 
        every night and see regular folks who have to get up, take kids to school 
        and pay bills under tremendous economic stress. It's that idea of rising 
        up for these times, of being a rock for your family.  
         
        Of being a real man with real responsibilities." 
         
        Bentley obviously gives a puck about his music.  
         
        "I'm probably one of the only guys in this town that can play the 
        Station Inn and then go play an amphitheatre," Bentley says of his 
        eclectic music. 
         
        "If country music was a hockey team, my position would be the grinder 
        who digs the puck out. You're a kid until you have one, even if you're 
        40. You're somebody's child until you have a child. I don't think I was 
        a fully realized man until I had a kid." 
         
        "In music we drag out adolescence. Once you have kids, you realise 
        that it's a real completion of who you are. I relish the honesty of the 
        situation." 
         
        "I'm a sick country music fan. I love old, sad country songs at 3 
        a.m. I want to hear something lonesome, all the way through." 
         
        "I fly a single-engine, piston-powered airplane. It's not fast, but 
        it goes in a straight line and it buys me an extra night at home, and 
        an extra day to take my kids to school." 
         
        "I was with my wife in a hospital room, just the two of us, for 18 
        hours. Bright lights. Then the baby came. Then I was on the plane. Then 
        we landed, and I changed in the van. Then I walked into a dark room full 
        of 15,000 people, cheering. Then I got back on the plane. In the air, 
        it's a very quiet time." 
      
      
       
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